NEW CONTEST- You can enter every day until it ends by doing the few things I have chosen on Rafflecopter for you to do. You will win 7 new Prisma Colored Pencils-One drawing pencil and a Circle template to help you with eyes, you can use on gelli plate or as a stencil or…..whatever you want!!!
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I am going to try and be much more active on my website. I miss just sitting and writing and getting everything out-good or bad. I love to write poetry and it has become an outlet for me to just write and not worry about what anyone thinks or even thinks of me. As most of you know, I am not everyone’s piece of cake and I have most of my life out in the youtube world with all my good and bad.
Recently, I added a donate ——> button on my website and got a bit of crap over it. I hadn’t mentioned the button on my youtube as I figured if people saw it and wanted to help me out-they would and if they couldn’t–they wouldn’t. It had been brought to my attention many months ago to get one and I always felt funny about putting it up but recently when it was brought up again I decided I would do it. Discussing this with a few people they said “Do you know HOW many people have nings and people donate to them to help pay for the ning and then pay for their classes?” I am going through so many medical issues and as most of you know…my husband is a freelance copywriter and if he doesn’t work-he doesn’t get paid. He has been taking me to appt after appt plus dealing with his own medical issues with his back. I have found out my kidneys are working at 20% and dialysis is in my future. But what is killing me most is my daughter. As most of you may know my son committed suicide 3 1/2 years ago at 19. My daughter was 14. We have been trying to get her in therapy with a psychiatrist to monitor her medication and her anxiety, panic and depression. We are getting no where fast. I am going through the same thing I went through with my son all those years ago-trying to get him help-and he just couldn’t hold on any longer. Waiting list after waiting list……we found one place that does not take insurance-you pay 200.00 for the initial visit and 60 every visit after. We dont have that kind of money. I am on SSI–not the normal SSD so I get 1/4 of what normal SSD get and I am at a loss. The insurance company will not reimburse us because they offer Drs. in their plan. So being on the phone all morning and trying to figure out what to do about this has made me miserable. Do they realize what an epidemic suicide is? And we worry about so many other countries and children and I get that but what about our country and our children. I don’t get food stamps or anything. Oh i can go on and on about my thoughts on so many things regarding this but…it doesn’t matter and wont change. We all just do our best and hope we make it through. look how they treat our veterans. Terrible……
I promise my posts wont be all sad and whoa is me lol its just the day I have had and it brought back alot of memories I dont want to feel or remember.
Now…I have started selling my Art again as well as my jewelry. I had forgotten what a long process it is to upload and get all the info in. I will put the link up as soon as I have everything listed.
I want to thank everyone who has donated to help me. every dollar helps and I know we all struggle to make it. You all have been such a great support system to me that I don’t even know how to pay you back. Thats why I do the giveaways. Just small ways to show you all how much I appreciate all you guys do for me. I am truly Blessed! Here is to the start of blogging and happier blogs!!!!!!! Many Blessings to you all!!!!!
You can do 3 things to enter daily….Make sure you click each button to see what they are and the after you do the task-click the +1 to make sure you are entered. (MAKE SURE YOU CLICK THE INVENT YOUR OWN OPTION AND THAT WILL TELL YOU WHAT YOU MUST DO!!!!) GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!
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